Ranga95

The Happy Face All of it is locked up No one knows about it They never will Why would they care anyway? Everything you seem to do means nothing It doesn't entertain you like it used to Nothing does Its just a waste of time All you want to do is get away from it Never have to think about any of it again Run away and stay away Like anyone would even notice you're gone Not even your favourite place is like it once was The place you used to look forward to Now is full of daunting memories Ones that you wish to relive though want to get away from Getting away from it is the only thing you want to do Escape the feelings and pain

Reality Is Shit Nothing ever goes right, When you think it might start looking up Everything just seems to fall Back to the beginning Right back to where you want to escape Everything's so dark and dull Nothing goes right Always wrong You always hope for it to get better Though you know that it never will At first you turned to your dreams as a way out Now they've become like reality .Shit.

Meet my friend, Darkness As everyone starts to fall asleep I lay awake and wait For you all to drift off So that it's just me and the darkness As I wait for the time to pass I look around and wonder Has the night always looked so beautiful? The darkness caves in and everything feels safe Then once I know the world is dead I pull it out Its long silver blade is just noticeable in the dim light of the smoke alarm It's freezing cold, yet not cold enough Lifting it up to my wrist As I slowly bring it across the skins surface The feeling is nice as the coolness glides I wonder how on earth I will ever get sick of this Slowly and c